Outdoorsy

I am officially a certified open water diver.
some thing that i really wanted to try for long long long time.
coming back to normal life was difficult.
it's like my soul is left in the water.
i feel so lost coming back to the ground,
& of course with all the problems that life offers me.
anyway,
i've been thinking to work as diver in underwater world.
i'm not sure they'll want part time only on weekends.
i have no intention to leave my current job. i like it.
but i also want this job.
if i go for a dive trip,
i need money, a partner& of course mom's permission.
but if i work here, i'll get to dive & at the same time i get the $$.
i am now eye-ing to learn surfing.
i am young & i will enjoy my life.