Outdoorsy

after my very busy weeks previously,

i'm kinda lost right now.

staying at home practically doing nothing.

i am so used to working & having a tight schedule.

rushing to be on time for my flight or even to catch the bus.

& now i am here with plenty of time to waste till tomorrow.

at work,

i have things to do, not-so-urgent things.

but the urgent things keep coming

& so the not-so-urgent things are left behind.

with this particular reason,

i am allowed to do OT whenever i am available.

oh man, i am so in love with Working weekend OT.

even though i have to take public bus that takes me total of 1.5 hours journey

or waking up really damn early,

i am looking forward to OT on weekends.

& as everyone else every weekdays i am counting down to saturday.

but for me it's looking forward to work on saturday.

plus the more $$ that i have means the more $$ i can spend.

so, the whole point of this post is:

1. i think i have become a workaholic

2. being busy is very good. it keeps your worries aside although only for a little while.

on a side note,

it's barely 6 more days to go.

but i am not excited for my birthday, at all.

i realised the excitement of your birthday fades as you grow older.

it's like some fairies took back the magic we used to feel when we were kids.

;(

*It's better to let go and see if they come back, than to hold on and see if they let go. *