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Tuesday, December 13, 2011 - Posted by bakikuk - 0 comments

Love doesnt happen, love as in BGR, not in my life at least. can somebody tell me where's the nerve that leads to the heart? i wanna stop all these distracting feelings.

Saturday, May 28, 2011 - Posted by bakikuk - 0 comments

i have been feeling really down lately. it's so hard to fake a smile so just ppl wont ask u what happen. sometimes i think if i die, how many ppl will really miss me. i am 22 only and i've made so many mistakes i really regret doing. the only 2 things i really want right now is boyfriend and diving. i dont think i'll find bf soon, so i only want to go diving. once, i'm through with this 4 yrs degree i am so gonna go travel and dive. i think i'm just not fated with guys, i'll befriend with the fishes then.

Sunday, August 22, 2010 - Posted by bakikuk - 0 comments

So, can i be your best friend boy?

Sunday, July 04, 2010 - Posted by bakikuk - 0 comments

have been working for 3 months+++,

my life seems a bore since then.

7 days a week,

6 days of working & 1 day of practically doing nothing.

wanted to do something to make my life more fun.

but cant seems to find the right thing.

either budget is insufficient or inflexible timing or just plain no interest.

why why why,

dunno dunno dunno.

maybe i'll never know or perhaps not the time to know yet.

life is fair in a way,

and unfair in another way.

i've been very lucky with my educations.

never had i failed a test moreover flunked a subject.

as lazy as i am, i pull it through the years.

i'm not very wealthy,

but i survived the past 20 years alright.

romance wise,

nowhere near lucky.

maybe i'll live this life single forever, or not.

& my tummy seems to be larger as days pass.

gave up the idea of wearing bikini anytime soon.

i've prayed & prayed &prayed real hard,

but not all my questions or wishes are answered.

i understand though,

God gotta attend to everyone & i dont blame Him.

there's so many mortals and only few of Them.

;)

anw,

happy birthday Ong Xi Gua!

i love you, sisterlove.

hope u enjoy tomorrow. :D

Monday, June 14, 2010 - Posted by bakikuk - 0 comments

CASE CLOSED.

i'm not gonna look back on it.

moving on & not turning back.

gotta let go for the better one to come.

so many bad things out of this,

but then the rainbow always comes after the rain.

i got 2 besties standing by me throughout, giving me the pillar to support although most of the times i didt realise it.

break my heart alright boy, but i'll proove it to you our friendship will not be broken as my heart is.

i know i can never have you, but i'm grateful to have you in my life.

p.s: i am alright, really. :D

Thursday, June 10, 2010 - Posted by bakikuk - 0 comments

if you asked me to wait for you, i will.
if you asked me to be your ears, i will.
if you asked me to learn, i will.
you just have to say it, you see.
but then again,
it's just my wishful thinking.
i'm at the bottom of MOOD mountain now.
and i'm missing you terribly.
;(

Wednesday, June 02, 2010 - Posted by bakikuk - 0 comments

this month has been a good one.
a plesantly good one.
a little summary:

1. CERTIFIED OPEN WATER DIVER