have been working for 3 months+++,
my life seems a bore since then.
7 days a week,
6 days of working & 1 day of practically doing nothing.
wanted to do something to make my life more fun.
but cant seems to find the right thing.
either budget is insufficient or inflexible timing or just plain no interest.
why why why,
dunno dunno dunno.
maybe i'll never know or perhaps not the time to know yet.
life is fair in a way,
and unfair in another way.
i've been very lucky with my educations.
never had i failed a test moreover flunked a subject.
as lazy as i am, i pull it through the years.
i'm not very wealthy,
but i survived the past 20 years alright.
romance wise,
nowhere near lucky.
maybe i'll live this life single forever, or not.
& my tummy seems to be larger as days pass.
gave up the idea of wearing bikini anytime soon.
i've prayed & prayed &prayed real hard,
but not all my questions or wishes are answered.
i understand though,
God gotta attend to everyone & i dont blame Him.
there's so many mortals and only few of Them.
;)
anw,
happy birthday Ong Xi Gua!
i love you, sisterlove.
hope u enjoy tomorrow. :D
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