Outdoorsy

i'll eventually fall asleep later.
& when i woke up it'll be May the 15th.
despites the date,
i'll feel as per normal, maybe worse
i know jolly well my wishes will not come true.
life's sucks & i just gotta suck it up and move on...
anw,
before i forget or intentionally forget it,
i wish myself a happy birthday.
just be cheery & faster die
because good people die young.