Genting-Jakarta-Bangkok-Bali.
oh my holidays...

i'm jobless. how how how???


i feel like dying. seriously.
when i fell asleep later,
please dont let me wake up.


time to find a boyfriend...

AHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAHAHHAHAHAHAHA.


i hate this feelings i hate this feelings i hate this feelings i hate this feelings i hate this feelings
i hate goodbyes i hate goodbyes i hate goodbyes i hate goodbyes i hate goodbyes i hate goodbyes

"why are they so good to me? :("


out of sudden i had this terrible feeling.
my heart is in my throat.
it's 10:03 pm now.
less than 20 hours,
and that's it.
18 weeks is just like a flash.

'if i am to cry tomorrow, i want a shoulder.'
"i see a bit of light. please please please, let there be light. Lots of it."


Happy advance chinese new yr to anyone out there who still check out my blog.
i'm gonna enjoy myself this holiday,
& come back crying to bid my last farewell.
my heart is so heavy just to think wad will happen on the 18th.
after that,
my life is unpredictable.

"it's annoying when people keep wanting you to listen to them, but on the other hand they dont want to listen to your story.
& when all else fails,
at least your family is still there to bring you back standing."