Outdoorsy

following from previous post,
a few days back were the gloom days.
now the sun starts to shine again.
=D
a lot of times i tried to keep mum.
sealing my mouth as tight as possible.
but i'm not god.
there were times when i breakdown also.
all i need is just someone who will lend me their ears.
that's all.
& surprisingly,
this person is an unexpected someone.
i guess people around me are just to busy,
busy to continue the useless war.
i admit i am a bitch sometime.
i also admit no one is totally right in the war.
but come on,
why do u all want to continue this?
i guess either u dont bother to make peace,
or u are too accupied to show off.
indirectly challenging eah other,
who has the strongest troop.

& without realising it,
along the way,
u loose the people u are closest too.

things changed.
but life still goes on.
it's just how u managed your life from there on.

i am enlightened now,
i've got things i'm working hard on.
& things that will take me away from the unfunness of the war...

i woke up this morning,
all prepared.
i memorised all the french conjugations.
from bonjour to au revoir,
from Paris to Toulouse,
and so on.
& i got this habit not to study so much right before the paper,
coz it will screw your mind.
so i woke up not earlier,
but just nice.
all ready and off i went to mrt station.
i brought AC stuffs with me.
but somehow i felt something is missing.
on the train,
right in the middle of yck & khatib.
after the reservoir,
then i remembered.
MY FREAKING PHONE!!!
still sitting nicely in my desk at home.
being warmed by the electricity.
no time to go back.
so i'll just bear with it for 1 and a half hour.
no big deal.
but but but,
the big deal is:
I'VE PREPARED TO STAY IN SCHOOL TILL 4 O'CLOCK FOR MATHS!!!!!
if i dont have my phone with me,
my friends cant contact me
it'll be like in Pulau Ubin.
which is a NO NO.
especially at this point of time.
=(

so sorry, bested!!!
i told u ytd i'll be in SU room.
but coz of my phone.
i didnt.
like u reach home alr,
might as well u study at home.
there's no sluts to disturb u,
or no sluts to be disturbed.
;D
anw,
i'm in a very good mood,
since ytd night.
;D ;D ;D

presentation is over.
a week to french test,
common test at the same week,
& a month to exam.
PI&C is a lil' bit of disapointment,
AC too.
gonna mug hard...
damn damn damn!!

Bonne chance, wild boar!
A bientôt...

settled on shanghai.

3 things 'm looking forward to:
1. PF
2. shanghai
3. commissioning

so excitedddd...
XD

when the world is squared,
the invisible becomes visible.
it has never been the same
and it will never be...
i'm outside the world.
you argue about it,
and yet u did it.
how ironic.

shanghai or japan?

"Recall those days
look back on all those times,
think of the things we'll never do -
there will never be a day,
when I won't think of you . . ."

bested said i was just being the mean step-sister.
& i'm glad he said that.