Outdoorsy

ignore ytd post.
today is a happy day.
starting from a bar of kit kat.
& everything is just splendid.
back with the class is good,
but knowing there's always people u can depend on
is HEAVENLY!
;D
but tmr will be a better day.
a day i've been looking forward to.
hopefully everything runs well.

& to HO SHU EE,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

i hope u'll like tmr.
*grins*

these few days,
i've been talking to people.
a simple chit chat,
but it got me thinking real hard.
rayson made a point.
my routines of sch, SU & sleep does not sound an interesting life.
on the other hand,
siti did make a point.
by getting involved in SU, it is a life.
& then when calvin shouted WAKE UP to me,
(although it's not about related stuff)
it did really wake me.
do i still wanna be so childish & throwing tantrum?
do i really wanna get my mood swings affect me?
deep inside,
i know i really wanna be in SU.
& when siti popped up with the question,
" what's your future plan in SU? do u still wanna be in the exco?"
i couldnt even make my stand
to follow my heart or my ego.

rayson also made a lot of comments about SU.
& i've been hearing a lot about SU from other clubs as well.
we tend to look highly about ourselves.
thinking that the rest is under us.
but somehow i cant really fight with them in SU's behalf.
because wad they say is really true.
i wanna try to change this,
& yet my ego is as high as cloud nine.

putting the ego aside,
i dont wanna give bullshits.
saying i can handle all these.
placing me in 1 of the top 3 ranks.
i mean who knows wad's gonna happen tmr?
maybe i'll be a very bad girl.
i'll just go missing from SU
& abandon all.
& i'll disappoint all those who believe in me.
trust me,
it does break my heart too thinking about that.

so,
anyone with kind-hearted soul,
please enlightened this poor girl.
;(

my last paper is just over.
honestly,
passing the paper is not impossible for me at all,
but whether i can score as i targetted is a different matter.
i've been mugging hard from saturday night till this morning,
to cover up my wasted time during the 2 weeks break.
hopefully all turns well.
*pray very very hard*

oh wells,
i'm supposed to meet shilong & gang tonight
for midnight movie & chit chat till morning.
but,
i want my sleep!
so i gotta disappoint shilong once more.
i feel real bad to him
coz he's like dying to see me.
which i wonder why also.
met him earlier on
a big hug & he went off.
& he keep saying he misses me,
which makes me feel worse.
(who doesnt miss mei? :D)
but then,
i'll be meeting him& siti tmr.
after buying presents.

oh yea,
& i cancelled going out with mike.
i'm a bad girl.
wells,
u gotta make sacrifices in life,
& as rihanna says,
'GOOD GIRL GONE BAD'
lol

aye people!
after decades of not blogging,
i'm back to write something short
lol
now CT week
kinda good coz can sleep longer
but bad coz gotta study
for your info,
my 2 weeks break was wasted for playing
;D
but worth it.

i owe so many people catch-up session.
i feel extremely bad!
how i wish i can have more free time.
& i've been spending less&less time with the sisters.
;(
hopefully i got nothing on tues after sch.
if not i cant celebrate sese's bday.
*cross fingers*
p.s. guys, chill! if we can pass this, we'll be the best class.
;)
p.p.s. honghong, pls moderate my maths paper!!!

ciaoooo,
back to mugging.